i need sleep. totally in need of it. been clocking 3 hrs/night this week and next week will be worse when i join the nus union camp as a counsellor after hospital everyday. die die die. and talking abt death, a patient whom my cg clerked together died this morn, a cardiac patient for my cofm case study had cardiac arrest twice and my asthma uncle whom i clerked 3 days ago got warded yesterday, on the very same day that he was discharged, for breathing complications again and says he wanna die soon. die, so many deaths. sigh. oh, and i'm now having some H5N1 bird flu strain vaccine in my body after being jabbed today for $100 as part of prof tambyah's research for a bird flu vaccine worldwide. cool, if the vaccine works, i'm part of the pioneer for the vaccine!! what a sacrifice i made!! haha. on hindsight, i've made friends with 2 new female HOs (who keep giving me cases!), 2 new nurses and 2 nursing students! cool x 2! haha, hopefully i can turn nuh wards into a friendlier place than when we came in! yah rite! my next mission: to make prof kueh let her hair down from her bun (only pple who've seen her before knows why). if i can do that, i think i'm a legendary god liao! haha!