and so... i have lost...
am i unhappy?
nah, i'm kinda relieved
feels kinda good being a commoner...finally...

09/09/06 is a shitty day. i hate it!

a stupid administrator from cgh spoilt my day. damn u woman! these kind of women are so dangerous only because they do nothing, nag and complain whole day long and get everyone else but themselves into trouble. damn u women! it's precisely because of them that government organisations are unable to be efficient. bitch.

yes, stupid isaac wanted to experiment some 'houdini' stuff today and got me all bandaged up with tapes and strings. he's mad in thinking that i'm hulk the muscle man and that i can snap all the tapes and strings with a flex of muscles. yah right, as though i can! haha, i played cheat and untied the tapes and strings with my hands instead. haha

bondage time 

isaac experimenting more than plain tape on me now 

dun rape me pls! 

my final 'houdini' look...pathetic! 

my prof decided on a bypass surgery instead of resection for a pancretic tumour patient today

patient and family were still so hopeful before the surgery. he does not drink or smoke, has been a great husband and father and even had a card from his daughter to join him in fishing in finland

now he only has 6 mths to live

y do good guys suffer and die early and bastards live so long? life's so sad!

i lost my stethoscope after watching the sad operation

y do good guys lose their stuff and bastards steal their stuff? life's so sad!

boo hoo hoo

tired
more tired
even more tired

i hate 7.30am!