a day of ups and down... as usual, pessimist vic is always affected more by the 1 bad news than 1001 good news...

haven been able to be on time for school these days. either i oversleep, which is what i've never never ever done before or i'm unable to catch the bus to jianhong's car. small matter though as somehow the lecturers manage to only start when i step into LT. did they predict to start the lecture only when i arrive? hmm..haha...joking there.

i'm so super bothered by my micro b results. sheesh. i'm pathetically hovering at the 59 region while the rest of the cohort is acing the test with scores of 70+ and 80+. i feel like shit because it's not as though i din study. but yet, even with the enormous efforts, i'm still getting shit results. i'm glad i passed, definitely, yet i feel no ecstasy because i'm still the bottom of the pack. i'm getting very tired and jaded with the studying and i'm only pushing through because i wanna kill no patients with my lack of incompetence. another major factor - i dun wanna be called upfor vivas nor supps. it's really scary and it scares me 365 days everyday. having gone through supps before, which not many have, i just wanna say it was a nightmare! kaoz... how?

got uplifted after that with a $50 clinical trial @ nuh. had to endure 8 minor pricks on each forearm with 8 different fungi and dust mites, another 8 intra dermal injections on the left arm and 1 tube of blood drawn from the right median cubital vein. ouch, but i think it's worth it cos i'm doing a favour for the nation about future allergy rhinitis cures and also a favour for myself to dig myself out of poverty! win-win situation... yeah! but it was so itchy for 1/2 hr and 1 couldn't scratch at all!!

off to catch kaira gong's nus campus concert next @ temasek hall. this is my 1st campus concert and it sure was exciting hearing live music from a true blue chinese pop star! she's a babe man and i forecast her to rise as big as stef sun in the near future! for all those who have not heard her, i think you should start to notice her... this concert got me a pleasant surprise too cos i unkowningly stumbled upon most of my RJCLDCS seniors and grandseniors!! gosh, i was so happy to see them, having heard nothing from them over the past 4 years!! so nice to see the cool guyz and pretty ladies and it sure brought back memories of those days when we struggled as students to put up stage productions and all the meetings and talk-cock sessions and etc. how i reminise those JC days when i just blindly studied hard to get into medicine, trained hard for badminton for the national gold, performed with all my might for a good show to the audience and den the cycle repeats everyday... man!