Where are you?

I feel so tired! And I think I need a break to totally recharge myself! The preparations for the CA is having a toil on me and I am beginning to hate all that studying till late night! Why have I subjected myself to such tremendous torture? Why...Y am I studying so hard for the 1st time in my life just to pass MCQs??

My oh my, I think I am collapsing from my inner emotions and feelings as well. Where is she when I need her the most? Where is she when I need to seek solace and comfort, away from the stress compounded from the world? Am I slowly losing herfrom my grip and my mind? Is she even ever gonna be there for me? I wanna know all the answers but I am totally clueless.

Clueless, helpless and tired, I rather disappear from this world, far away from the torture that's killing me. Who could feel this pain and sorrow? No one, no one but me, lonely and painfully...